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| User: | foodyfatty (7466331)
slowly sinking back into insanity
i've come too far to give up now...
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| Name: | the fat lady |
| Bio: | My space where I can fill the void in me.. where I can talk to myself because I can't talk to reality because nobody really knows the problems in my mind. Back where I was 5 years ago ... DISGUSTING. I hope I can hate myself so much and still love my husband. will be hard but i am up for the challenge.
I do not have a clinically diagnosed eating disorder. I do, however, have what most would consider severely messed up eating habits, no problem with starving myself and an extreme fear of calories. I've lied to my family and doctors about my weight, habits, and behaviors, but whatever. That's me. It's what I need to maintain my [lack of] control over my life.
I am 22, married, have a "career job" and I am working on a graduate degree part time. I own a house, I own a car, but god, if people only knew the real me they wouldn't think I had it so good, now would they....
Take it or leave it, I don't care. |
| Memories:: | 2 entries |
| Pictures: | over 10 public |
| Interests: | 43: beauty, binging, bones, burning calories, calories, coffee, collarbones, counting calories, dieting, distractions, ed-nos, elliptical, exercise, exercising, fasting, fitday, goodlife fitness, health, hipbones, ipod, not eating, obsessions, perfection, pilates, restricting, running, self-improvement, sleeping, splenda, starbucks, starving, stress, tea, thoughts, treadmill, walking, weight issues, weights, working out, working-out, worrying, wrists, yoga |
| Schools: | None listed |
| Friends: |  | 55: | 76neversummer76, _30lbs, acrimsonrelease, askinnydream, bisfor_brutus, caaaamilla, carolstar, dancingjessie, dms11483, dyingdancer, eristrife, fat_ana_151, fatso_gabi, favoriteescape, frayed_dream, harborlush, hate_mistakes, iheartjasonking, ilyalyssa, indianoceans, iwannabeamodel9, jira_rd, karabeener, larabara, lifeindenial, loserallalone, losinghalfofme, maerellen, mdmnore88, metric08, mia_misery, miss_capone, missbethanyx, need2bdiva, never_stopping, nevrgoodenough, notxaxthing, pinkyy_starfish, safety_smut, seductivebitch, selloutsloveme, settleinmybones, skiiinnyorange, skinniobsession, slimambition, slvrtide, sorryfortherain, stroopwafellijd, sunseedsofdoom, suzychicagogirl, the1000thsummer, truthofaliar, uglypinupgirl, v_ra, wishfulthinning |  | 14: | ana_twenty, bodyperfect, check_yourself, e_d_secrets, ed_grocery, edsover170, edxnos, extreme_diets, fatednos, longingtobethin, owed, stopeatingbitch, were_not_hungry, xinfinitesimalx |
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| Mutual Friends: | 49: 76neversummer76, _30lbs, acrimsonrelease, askinnydream, bisfor_brutus, caaaamilla, carolstar, dancingjessie, dms11483, dyingdancer, eristrife, fat_ana_151, fatso_gabi, favoriteescape, frayed_dream, harborlush, hate_mistakes, iheartjasonking, ilyalyssa, iwannabeamodel9, jira_rd, karabeener, larabara, loserallalone, maerellen, mdmnore88, metric08, mia_misery, miss_capone, missbethanyx, need2bdiva, never_stopping, nevrgoodenough, notxaxthing, pinkyy_starfish, safety_smut, selloutsloveme, settleinmybones, skiiinnyorange, skinniobsession, slimambition, slvrtide, sorryfortherain, stroopwafellijd, sunseedsofdoom, suzychicagogirl, uglypinupgirl, v_ra, wishfulthinning |
| Member of: | 22: 2006_diet, _realthin, ana_twenty, anorexicqueen, bodyperfect, check_yourself, dietingsupport, e_d_secrets, ed_grocery, edsover170, edxnos, extreme_diets, fatednos, longingtobethin, lose_the_weight, owed, proanorexia, starbuckswhores, tenpoundsamonth, weight_goals, were_not_hungry, xinfinitesimalx |
| Account type: | Plus Account |
